I offended her. I didn't mean it but I still did. I was disappointed coz I'm thinking at the moment that it's ok with her if she can't make it to our anniversary date. I hate that. I told her things that I shouldn't have though they are facts. How can she be ok with it if her mom won't let her. She'll just accept it? Damn. I could turn my back to anyone against us but why couldn't she? Now she's upset and I feel sorry.

One month to go

Its already April, next month would be my birthday. But hell I don't give a damn about that. May 26 is the day that me and her would be a year together. I don't know how to tell him that im the happiest guy on earth. She won't believe me anyways.